Percy

I forgot the name of the horse Matty O bought Lauren and for a minute everything hurt.

Her name was Percy

I miss Dad every day, but i'll never feel like i think about the rest of them enough,

Uncle Sean

Matty O

Glen

Eamon

Jimmy Kelly

Tommy McHale

I want to mourn them all

But I've learned you are only given so many tears to cry

Your soul can only take so many rips

Your heart can only withstand so much longing

Before you cease to feel anything at all

Winter

I'm praying for cold and rain

So I don't have to justify why I won't get out of bed

I waste too much time worrying about the time I've wasted